Love love love

June 9, 2010

So my girlfriend got home from work, I told her about everything I had thought about today, including my earlier post.  Obviously, I feel horrible.  Instantly she was almost in tears, and wanted to go sit and talk about it all.  So I told her everything that was on my mind, and why I was feeling that way.  Obviously I’m a little better right now, but sadly I still have the lingering feelings.  But I think she understands how my mind works and how jumpy my moods are..which I really regret she has to deal with.  She’s a saint for dealing with me…but I guess that’s love.

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On a Tuesday

June 8, 2010

Many months, and still no job.  I would welcome most anything that I can find.  Yet as hard as I try, nothing seems to be coming my way.  Additional family issues have surfaced lately, which makes everything much more difficult.  Lately I’ve found myself contemplating things that I normally would not.  I’ll find a friend tonight in alcohol.  I pray for salvation.